Dear future child
If it’s 3am and you find yourself in a world of complete despair
Please do not turn to strangers on the internet for solace as I did
Please climb onto my bed
And I will hold you until the demons sleep
If it is Thursday morning and you are too sad to move
I won’t force you
I will buy ice cream and we will watch your favourite tv show and I will remind you of your importance
If you feel as if you have no purpose
I will remind you that you were created entirely with love and every pain you feel, I feel too
When you’re sure you can’t go on anymore
I will tell you that when I was 21 I searched for peace at the bottom of a vodka bottle chased by a bottle of pain killers
But that five years later
When you were placed in my arms in the delivery room
I realised that you were why I had been holding on
Without realising it, you saved me, do you know how amazing that is?
So if you ever feel like grabbing that vodka bottle, put it down, we will get in the car and I will drive until the sky turns magenta
I will show you how the sun rises every morning to encourage you to rise too
Sweetheart I refuse to be unaware of your sufferings
As my mother was to mine.
- Your mental health is my priority. (via be-fearless-brave-and-kind)

This is how I’m going to be with my kid. When they’re so sad that they can’t get up to go to school, I’m going to give them the day off and I’m going to be there for them. I’ll buy them ice cream and we will watch movies or talk or just lay there together as she cries her heart out on my shoulder. The only difference between a broken heart and a fever is that a fever cannot taint your outlook on life, love and people. A fever comes and goes but a broken heart remains broken unless it is healed with a stronger love than the one that destroyed it. I will never let my child go to sleep thinking that they are the only one on earth who feels the ineffable trauma of heartache, or that they have to put their education before their mental health. This made me cry. Okay that’s it I’m done I’m in fricking tears

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yasmeenhawaii:

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cactsus:

my thick thighs and basic brown eyes will win over someone’s heart one day

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unteens:

people who can’t handle all black outfits are weak

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marijuanafieldz:

sleezed:

i’ll finger fuck you under the table at a restaurant then lick my fingers when I’m done I don’t give a fuck

Where is this man

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My dreams are so different now. And not in a bad way, no. Everything I looked for before, was for myself. My dreams were selfish. They benefitted no one but me. And don’t get me wrong, that’s what dreams are supposed to be. But mine are different now. Ever since I found you, everything changed. Everything I’m pushing for and where I want to end up and where my motivation lies, it all changed. I want to succeed for us. For me AND you now. For our future family. For the life that we’re going to share. Everything that I’m working for now is no longer JUST for me. And why you ask, it’s because making it now won’t mean anything without you by my side.

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Fun fact if you talk to me past midnight i get real personal and it’s weird

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electricr0se:

I can’t wait to move in with someone and cook for them and own dogs and watch movies and have a live-in-best-friend who I get to bang

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fcebk:

my eyeliner thicker than yo dick

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To my future wife…

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lastofa-dyingbreed:

When I die I want you to mix my ashes in a bowl of chili, then eat it. Just so I can tear that ass up one more time.

I hate this website

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